What is the point of waking up tomorrow?…we asked ourself as we brushed our teeth….ah great the simple little thought that always haunts us for endless, sleepless, unproductive nights the simple little thought that forces us to question the notions of “am I a coward if”…..1. “am I a coward if I end this insufferable cross between a bland nightmare and a unfulfilling dream”….or 2. “am I a coward if I continue to part take of this drink witch consist of horribly tasteless days and wonderfully empty smilies, a drink with the taste akin to a tall sweaty refreshing glass of air, for fear that I am wrong about what lies beyond” (unfortunately inspiration befalls us in our depressions.) oh what savagely painful torture is inhaling nonexistent pain….experiencing, no real pleasure…..but these lies that spill from out oral cavity impress no one… When our salvation lies in equally pretentious pseudo introspective song…..and moving pictures with people we can only wish to be… Despite brushing our teeth our breath continues to wreak of dinner….DISGUSTING……why god? we ask no, plead for a deafening blow, a cleaving shock wave to relieve of from our “misery”……we can’t stand the smell any longer…..as we walk back to the bathroom in the dark, slowly we grow weary with anticipation to rid ourselves of this stench…..finally we arrive at the bathroom….walking up to the sink we notice something peculiar……how large the drain is…or rather how large it is growing gradually increasing it’s size until it grows to the size of a man hole….suddenly all around us starts to bend gently, beginning to swirl into the drain….frightened we turn to run only to realize we are going exactly nowhere….then we realize…the god have heard our cries (more like whines)…..we watch in enjoyable pain as the universe we knew goes flying past our eyes warping our time space we see our own lives flash by…the only thing that stands out are the ones that got away…..finally we see the final remnants of what we understood as everything that is, was, will be goes down the drain before finally devouring itself like a rabid ouroboros and with a tiny whoosh we finally got what we’ve wanted……freedom. Cold, Lonely freedom….. K.l.p. 5/11/2012 |